“While reading the above, some of you may have asked, 'why does an entire civilization need a single Spiritual Path?'

Part of that answer is quite simple; we, The Temple of The Pentavalence, were created with the goal of utterly transforming human civilization as it presently stands and we were created is this form because history has shown over ( Read more... )

~I feel so tired and beaten down. I want to just sit and weep all of this out. I feel I've failed and am 'less than'. I feel angry and frustrated. I feel grief and self pity and loss and so on endlessly ( Read more... )

...comment on Ana Mardoll's Ramblings.."I did not 'derail' anything except maybe the lock step thinking in this blog. I said I thought Scott Adams was correct, but that I had a different solution ( Read more... )

~Earlier today I was watching Heather McGhee on Bill Moyers and was immediately entranced. For me, she is an Archetype of the Perfect Sister; intelligent, articulate, passionate, dynamic, mediagenic, multiracial and a lawyer ( Read more... )

~I actually started writing this two days ago. I wrote two sentences; I am confronted by a conundrum. [“No, it's only a Challenge,” says a perky lil voice inside...I fucking hate perky lil voices], which was supposed to be the opening, and Like every other stoopeed hoomon I am plagued and distracted by mundane issues, a few notes...and then I ( Read more... )

~There have been Money Issues, Housing Issues, Internet Issues and Holiday Issues [with the attendant family system dreams] all of which have impacted my State of Mind and my Health with their cumulative Stress. As best as I can tell none these Issues are of Crisis proportions, but together they've taken their toll ( Read more... )

~Okay, while working on The Festival of The Turning I've come to suspect that I may have screwed up the whole Matriarchal Calender time line. I know for certain that I screwed up some of it. [details once I figure out what the what is ( Read more... )

~I'm having a hard time. After the fucking nonsense I've had to deal with the past several days [see comments here here here and here] and a half dozen other things [Occupy evictions, can't write again, money stress, ongoing human shittiness, etc] I'm once again at the point where I don't want to do this anymore ( Read more... )

…reposted from 2/18/11..recent exchanges brought it to mind again..for the second time in little more than a month...

~I am a venomous and hostile son-of-a-bitch and usually filled with a deep loathing and profound contempt for the vast majority of my fellow humans. Though I have asked E many times - and She has answered as many - most of the time I ( Read more... )

~At the beginning of this Gregorian month [Oct] I stated that I was pushing back my distribution of The Abridged Version of The Explanation to the upcoming Gregorian month [Nov]. Well, recent feline expenditures are now forcing me to push all that back to the next one. *sigh* Just as well I suppose as I'm still not ready anyhow. We are not fucking